its gonna be alright

yea so college is gonna suck..



oh do i miss you so ..

and you know who you are
you are the love of my life
the boy of my dreams
the keeper of my heart
my best friend
youre everything i want
and everything i need
i love you monkey face head
i <3 twitch

Current Mood: i miss you

:P i dont know..

since when does anyone have the right to tell me that i deserve better?
especially when they wont take the time to get to know the one they say i shouldnt be with..
ok so look at it my way before you go and tell me that i deserve better ..
i love my boyfriend .. not just a little but a whole BUNCH .. he loves me .. and yes im pretty darn sure that he means it when he says it .. yes we fight .. we fight about stupid stuff .. up until recently we rarely did .. we're getting back to that rarely fighting thing .. and so what we hit a rough spot in the road .. WHO DOESNT?!?!?! .. and so what if hes a little immature at times.. I DONT CARE.. did you ever stop to think . . I wonder if it bugs erika .. or if she likes it.. well people the answer is no it doesnt bother me .. i love his immature self .. it makes everything more fun .. and yes hes a little crazy at times .. but who isnt .. and cant i decide if i deserve someone or not .. geez im not just some stupid girl looking to get hurt .. if i was i would have let this one go a long time ago .. but this one makes me happy every time i look at him .. he doesnt have to say anything at all .. im crazy about him .. and i can feel it in the way he hugs me that he wants to stay ..i love him and theres nothing you can do to change that .. so for all you stupid people out there who will or have told me that i deserve better .. i think that that is for me and me only to decide so shut up

darn all the good memories

i see the color in your eyes they set me free they get me high..

it feels good to feel the way i feel about you love
happy only begins to explain what you do to me
its probably possible to explain i just havent quite come up with a way to do so.. other than..
Im so in love with you

you made my cold black heart live

and i thank you

..You start a fire inside that i could never control..

so youre friends with a guy then you date this guy then it ends then you dont talk then you miss him then you do talk then you dont..
is this an on again off again kinda thing
or is it really just not really there anymore

.. i cant stand it .. i make this look like its not one of those "the telephone works in both ways" things .. but thats exactly what it is ..
ugh .. i cant stand this

friends forever .. are they real
true love .. what do you think..
soul mates .. do they really exist..

how do you know whos with you till the end or are we all destined to find someone new every few years? are we supposed to keep someone as long as forever or are we supposed to be alone forever
and if we are destined to have a soul mate .. true love .. and at least one friend forever .. how do we know when we find them ..
i thought i found mine but now .. im not so sure .. yes i am asking for your opinion